Natalie Harp’s Shockingingly ‘Intimate’ Letters to Trump Revealed

Natalie Harp, one of President Donald Trump’s closest and most powerful aides, reportedly wrote deeply personal letters to Trump declaring him her “Guardian and Protector” and telling him, “You are all that matters to me.”

Now, the full notes are coming to light as questions intensify over just how much access and influence the 35-year-old aide has inside Trump’s White House.

The letters, first obtained by Trump biographer Michael Wolff and published in full by The Daily Beast, were reportedly written in 2023 after Harp traveled with Trump to his golf properties in Scotland and Ireland.

At the time, Harp was 31 and Trump was 76.

The messages reveal an unusually emotional relationship between the aide and the man who would return to the White House.

“I don’t want to ever let you down,” Harp wrote in one letter.

In another passage, she reportedly told Trump she envied women “whose only job seems to be to talk with you and look pretty.”

“I want that job!!” she wrote.

Harp also said she missed the days when Trump would call her and the two would “talk about everything and nothing.”

“We shouldn’t have to talk about work all the time!!” she added.

The revelations are drawing fresh scrutiny because Harp is no ordinary White House assistant.

She now serves as a special assistant and executive assistant to the president, reportedly earning about $150,000 a year and sitting just outside the Oval Office.

She has become widely known as one of Trump’s most important gatekeepers, controlling access to the president and reportedly serving as a conduit for messages from foreign leaders.

Former Obama adviser David Axelrod called the situation “a deadly serious issue,” pointing to the national security questions raised by such extraordinary access.

Harp was also among the small group that traveled with Trump during a dramatic security operation in Turkey, when the president reportedly left Air Force One in a catering truck and transferred to a secret aircraft amid concerns about an Iranian plot.

Secretary of State Marco Rubio, other aides and journalists were reportedly left behind as decoys.

Harp’s role became even more controversial after reports surfaced that she resisted undergoing a background check for roughly a year despite her proximity to the president.

The White House has fiercely defended her.

“Natalie Harp is one of the most loyal and hardest-working aides on President Trump’s team,” White House spokesman Davis Ingle said, accusing the media of pushing “Trump-Deranged liberal talking points.”

The administration also lashed out at Democratic Sen. Jon Ossoff after he joked that Trump was more interested in “traveling with Natalie” than other matters.

But Wolff says the concerns about Harp did not originate with Democrats or the media.

According to the author, the letters were passed to him by people inside Trump’s own campaign who were alarmed by Harp’s growing closeness to Trump.

“The relationship here is not a relationship that should exist in a professional setting,” Wolff said.

He claimed campaign aides discovered the letters buried among stacks of printouts Harp regularly prepared for Trump.

Harp earned the nickname “Human Printer” because of her habit of printing out news stories, social media posts and other material for the president.

Wolff said staff members photographed the notes and circulated the images internally.

He described what followed as “a revolt” among aides who believed Harp’s influence was expanding despite what they saw as her lack of political experience.

The letters themselves appear to show Harp intensely focused on maintaining Trump’s approval.

In one note, she apologized over confusion during the 2023 European trip after apparently being left in a van near customs without her passport.

“I panicked,” she wrote, saying she should have called the Secret Service instead of Trump.

She also apologized for walking on a golf course instead of riding in a cart.

“If there is anything else I have done to cause you trouble, please forgive me,” Harp wrote.

“I want things to always be right between us.”

Harp said she had barely been eating or sleeping during the trip and was becoming distressed over the possibility that others were damaging Trump’s opinion of her.

She told Trump her greatest fear was seeing herself “lowered in your eyes and good opinion.”

“I never want to bring you anything but joy,” she wrote.

Then came one of the most striking lines.

Harp thanked Trump for being “my Guardian and Protector in this life.”

A second letter was even more personal.

Harp thanked Trump for giving her an opportunity to “unplug” while accompanying him on the golf course.

She wrote about watching sunrises and sunsets and enjoying conversations away from computers and work.

But she also admitted she was approaching burnout.

“I had no idea how rapidly I was approaching burnout,” Harp wrote, before saying she had begun envying women whose “job” appeared to be simply talking with Trump and looking attractive.

“I want that job!!” she wrote.

She also made a self-deprecating joke about being so overwhelmed with work that she sometimes looked “like a hunchback who didn’t have time to freshen up.”

Harp said she missed her days as a television personality when Trump would call her directly.

Before joining Trump’s team, Harp worked as a host for the conservative One America News Network.

She wrote that she had always felt caught somewhere between being a staff member and being someone Trump personally enjoyed talking with on planes or at dinner.

“I wish I could hear every conversation,” she wrote, saying those moments appeared to be when Trump was “having a good time.”

Harp also told Trump she wanted him to correct her when she disappointed him.

“You have the absolute right to cuss me out, if need be, when I deserve it,” she wrote, adding that “no one knows or cares about me more.”

Harp first attracted Trump’s attention after appearing on Fox News in 2019 and crediting legislation signed by Trump with helping her battle bone cancer.

She later spoke at the 2020 Republican National Convention and became involved in Trump’s campaign before joining OAN and eventually Trump’s staff.

Her relationship with the president has also caused friction within her own family.

Her estranged brother, Preston Harp, previously told CNN he believes his sister has an “unhealthy obsession” with Trump.

The letters also contain references to deeply personal family trauma.

Harp’s father, Robert, died by suicide in 2020.

In one letter, Harp thanked Trump for a promise he reportedly made to her after her father’s death.

“Thank you for always being there for me,” she wrote, saying she believed her father would have been happy she finally visited Scotland and Ireland.

She then added another deeply personal line.

“I will add, it is I who is unworthy.”

One letter ends, “With all my heart, Natalie.”

The other simply says, “Always, Natalie.”

The White House maintains Harp is a loyal and hardworking aide being unfairly targeted.

But with her extraordinary access to the president, reported dealings with foreign leaders and the intensely personal nature of the letters, Democrats and former Trump staffers alike are raising a larger question:

Where does Natalie Harp’s professional role end — and her intensely personal devotion to Donald Trump begin?